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HAHA. we might not be the super duper guai class la. and yeah. it's true that the people in our class dont pay attention to the person making announcements. causing the person speaking to be pissed. but still. we had LOADS of fun bulling each other and laughing at teachers! omg. i can't believe we are just gonna part liddat. SOBS. i miss 2s1. CRAP. did i say that i miss 2s1? all the 38 of you are just so special. haha. played an important part in my life. haha. we had LOADS of fun times and sad times. and i think i cried 20 over times this year. making me the most cried person. SOBS. all of u from 2s1'05. go to http://wearethegeeks.blogspot.com HAHA. it's a NICE NICE dedication site. HAHA. i posted. (:


year 2005 had been a roller coaster ride for me. from my dear obsession. to my friendship problems. to laughing together during recess. to playing games in class together. to ponning class and eating in class. to not wearing my tie. to laughing. to screaming. to crying. to getting my obsession found out. to all the jealousy. to all the FUN! and now everything is GONE. SOBS.



nevermind. i'm sure we will meet again during the class chalet. u must come k! every single one of you! i got presents for you la! u will get a personalised photo album cd. a class list with everyone's particulars on it. and a MESSAGE card from me!! HAHA. lol. like wth. and bring your cloth. HAHA. we are gonna piece it back again 20 years down the road. just like the chinese compo. oh man. i cant wait for 20 years to past. LOL.

okay. so u better better go to the website.



AND OH YAH. before i forget, all 2s1 peeeps. (: please please please please please send me all photos ya got for my photo album cd. and u will get ur name in the credits too. or else the cd will be miserable. damn damn miserable. ): haha. know what? i can't resist my temptation. so although i said i'll stop blogging, i decided to come back and blog. lol. damn lame man.

yeah. so u see. another day at school. wasted again. sigh. but omg. phantom of the opera was nice. <3333 masquerade! paper faces on parade! the other show. hmm. i guess it was called that thing u do? yeah. it was quite depressing though. cause they just kept singing that same song. lalala. we had a karaoke session. <33 haha. nicenice. (: phantom's ending was depressing. i cant believe it just ended liddat. i was going -.-"


haha. our interview for that hangzhou trip was bad. seriously bad. i was just crapping away la. and i so called told the teacher i was super interested in chinese! wow. -.- and so the crappin began. i was asked if i wanted to continue taking chinese in jc and university and i said yea. and the tacher was staring at me. like ...... and my mind told me to say that i wanna be a chinese teacher when i grow up. shit la. me and my brain. =X oh well so the teacher interviewing is gonna tell my chinese teacher. wow! i'll be in deep shit man. =X and "why did ur teacher choose you?" and it was another ....... question. reason? we crapped and said that we talk a lot in class. 0_o


yeah. overall i should have ponned school today. fullstop. omgomg. freakin obsession. stopstopstop!!!

4 more days till i NEVER see her AGAIN. ever ever ever AGAIN. GAH bleh. it's been finalised. it's been settled. there's nothing i can do now except wishing them all the best. wait. i can't even wish them all the best. if i do that, she will know. i will be in deep shit. sigh. like wth. of all the days in my life, i've been waiting and waiting. the day has arrived and i should be happy. afterall it's a marraige. it's a blessing. it's a good thing. but why am i depressed? eh wait. i'm not depressed. i'm just not used to it. sigh. of all the 28 years of her life. the 14 years of mine. never before have i found that it was actually hard to wait. i waited and waited. for the whole of yesterday. haha. and now she's mrs lee. no more miss. i think the real truth is crude. but still. u know that she's gonna be the bride. u know she's there la. at that big fat 69 storey hotel. and all i could do, the closest i could get was just the shopping centre next to it??! gahh. i feel miserable.


and oh well. this friendship thingy is like screwed up. why can't we just talk? like u know? have one small little outing before we all part. before we all go to different classes. it's 100% comfirmed that we wont't be in the same class anymore. another day has gone by, and what good had we filled the damanged gap up with? and yeah. just one outing please. one will do. u know everyday recess u see us talking bout ice skating. bout cycling. bout shopping. bout roller blading and stuff. but when the real thing is coming, people will really kinddaf like get left behind. why can't we have an outing of like the 7 of us?! see! even dee wants it! we are like gonna part. and sigh. i dunno. this weird feeling is keeping me inside. when the time comes, excuses like parents wont allow and stuff. and in the end, i get blamed. i will just get screamed at. and i hate it. "pearlyn. u know u want to know our schedule and stuff cause u want us to follow u out" "pearlyn. u know u organise this kinddaf stuff cause u just want us to go out with you *roll eyes*" hello la. gahh. dont wanna talk bout it here. i know my blog is unsafe. everything i said here i will get critisized for it. everything i do here i get tags bout it. bad tags. mean tags. sigh. and i get daoed in school for it. everything i say here will just result in more broken pieces in our friendship. what's the point? in the end everything will be the same again. the same old broken relationship that i think it's not possible to repair in 5 days time. in the end, shopping trips i'm not included. neo print stuff i'm left behind. i want to take a pen and doodle and i even get screamed at for it. fine. my art sucks. i knw my art izit as good as urs. it's all the broken pieces that needs to be fixed. just one outing please. dee. i neeed help.



and fine. i shall not blog anymore. not now. not ever. 5 more days left. i guess it's time i stand up on my own. it's time i be who i want to be. it's time that you people can't bully me anymore. i am not gonna let you do it. u just have to listen for this once. i just dunno why, but i always seem to be the one giving in. i thought in friendships, there are supposde to be give and take? what happen to the give that u all had in you? how come it only became take? and you pearlyn. yes you. where is the take you have? how come u just give?


i've learnt that not everything can be solved by just giving in. i guess i've been doing that too often. it is time that i should try, to stand up on my own, to not let the world bully me anymore. i shall not be taken advantage of, nor should i care bout what you say. all this while, i've been keeping quiet even when u people bully me. it's bearable for me i guess. but the time has come when it is not. where have the brave me been? has it been kept in my closet? den now i shall turn the key, release the timid little pig in me and pull the brave one out. i guess that giving in all the time doesn't work. it is true that your friendship will still remain, but u will not trust the person as much as before. with those many bumps that we 7 had expericenced, it's all because no one wanted to give in. when finally someone says okay, u win, u win, the person i guess, it's always me. but never mind. i guess that keeping our friendship there is better that spending loads of tears and time trying to mend it back. this had been the thinking of the past. now it's no longer like this anymore.


where have all your responsibility gone to? doesn't mean that i keep quiet, u can bully me and make me do everything. it doesn't mean that once i say ok. whateva. i do i do, i means that u can all climb over my head. i do, can feel. i have emotions too. u mean i dont even have the right to feel sad? like wth. for instance, today's chinese results were shit. 1st in class doesn't mean anything. the marks were like so shitty. i felt so dissapointed with myself. where has all the pride gone to? the optimism? the laughter? so crying is the best thing for me to do at that time. after doing that as least i felt more relaxed. and u people just went like "tsktsk. crybaby. like hello lor. i just passed only. and u with ur frekin A2 crying like shit". yeah. u got ur piorites wrong. in fact all of you are the same. just stop rolling that frekin eye at me, before i dig ur eyeball out. just stop saying whatever u have been saying. i get killed for this kind of shit at home. how much do you understand? no one understands actually. it's all my big mistake. i shouldn't have gave in so much. shouldn't have kept my mouth so frekin shut. i shouldn't have just tolerated all your nonsense. i shouldn't be the one doing all the work.


what have u been doing anyway? nothing i suppose. it's all some lame excuses like "i got chuch. i got stac. i got some rubbish meeting" like don't i have that too!?! i guess it's wrong piorites and bad bad bad time management. if u have free time, what do u do? u just like go to sleep, or watch ur bleach. it's it's not bleach, it's some other shows. like hello la. why u do u people think i have so little time to watch my anime? u think i don't wanna watch them? when i can't watch as fast as u people, or can't train my ro character as high lvl as urs, u just go like "LOOOOSER". breaking my heart into a million pieces. it happened so many times. i jsut can't bear to see the pain i'm going though. the tough times ahead. the uncertainty. and all that i fear.



just wake up will you? get back to earth. i'm sick of nagging at u people. in the end all i get is "stop buggin me la" "u are very irritating eh" "i am pissed off" "urrrghhh!". think of this. have we ever properly sat down and finished a whole project together as a goup of 7? as a clique? never. i always do the stuff. either that or jane or ruth. or airi (: it's just so freeeekin hard trying to communicate with you people. before i can like start on what i wanna talk about. u people just come and interrupt, or just drift off to some other subject. if there's something important, i gotta like repeat 5 times at least for it to get into ur head. and u just go like "huh" or either that it's like "stop repeating it la" "very irrtating leh". like wth. i save u from trouble. i dont report what u do. i treat u with respect. i treat u as my friend. but have u ever though of me? have you ever think of how i once felt? i suggest u go home and think about it.





i dont want to face reality anymore.
never ever.
i just want the days to pause like this.
7 more days till i never see her again.















goooodbye forever. hah. u know smth? i realised that everytime i post smth big horr. many many many people will come and tag. when i blog bout my life with me and ahem, no one tags. hmm. i wonder. oh well. today was a freakin boring day. shouldn't have went to school la.

we got some retard inter class games. which was even interclass at all. and after tat we had recess~ hoho. i managed to sit at the EXACT same spot as AHEM. and u wouldn't wanna know what kind of food she spilt on the table. teeeheee. yeah. after that we had a mahts bridging course. like wth can. bridge what bridge la. i was practically stoning at the "NEW" esemble studio at the ARTS CONSERVERTORY. wth can. that place is so freakin sucky.

1st it's HOT.
2nd it has no air-con. so it's STUFFY.
3rd. it smells MOULDY.
4th it smells PAINTISH. like just finish painting liddat.
5th they got BLUE CHAIRS.
6th THE BLUE CHAIRS LEAVE BLUE INK/PAINT ON UR SHIRT MAKING YOUR SHIRT/PE SHIRT/PE SHORTS/SKIRT BLUE. -faints-

later my mum will think i play with ink and in the end i kana scold again. gahh. bloody arts conservetory. wayang was crap. u see some golden eagle and luohan shit. with english interpretation summore. like WTH la. wayang is supposed to be in chinese! or cantonese! or teochew! or hokkien! or wateva language EXCEPT ENGLISH. it can be in arabic for all i care. marl and jane and rudee were really lucky. they sneaked out before the whole thing started. gahhh. and i got stuck in the hall..



sigh. today wasn't any much better. same old usual stuff. some retard friend thing. and u know there's this particular girl who is like so ... i have no comments la. wateva i say wateva i do she will go "hey pearlyn. u know what?" den she yakyakyak on how i was wrong and blah. like please la. use ur freakin common sense. i have feelings too k. if u wanna dominate, domintate for all i care. gahhhhhhhh. and nxt time dont ask me to go out with you again. since u said "why when u wanna go out u organise some __ outing thing and wants us to follow you" "why? u got no friends ah?" PIFF. fine la. from now on u are no longer my friend. TSK. omg. i think that is like so evil. like.. like.. i dunno! gahh. and now she got the neoprints and stuff while the whole world is bugging ME for it. and why cant people understand what i say? am i talking in tamil or what?! i said i got sucky bad scanner quality. it's in the process of printing it FREE for you people. and yet YOU PEOPLE ask like "where's the neoprint wheres the neoprint?!" and when it comes out bad u go like "ur scanner suck. yakyakyak" so why cant u goddamit SEND UR SO CALLED "GOOD QUALITY" scanner scanned piece to me so that i can print it out free for you people?!?!

sometimes i find it hard to like talk to those people. u can just like stay at the side and shut ur mouth the whole day. and seriously k. no one would care. no one would even notice la. yes. absoutly NO ONE. fine. i'm moody. i'm pmsing. i'm wateva. but come on la. the year is like gonna end. everyone's going to diff classes. even deee is like giving out random mesaages to friends on her blog. u know that we are gonna part. but do YOU PEOPLE freakin give a damn!?! when i want a __ chalet, u people dont want. say ur mama dont allow, training, overseas all sort of blah come out. yeah rite. it's just a DAY. cant u just like pon ur activities?! ok la. oversea trips cannot. but stil.. GAHH. and when i do this kinddaf things u people DONT WANT. not free and blah. some other people plan it and u people and FREE and ooohlala~ go in beachshorts, go suntan, go play and gahh...



AND WHY AM I ALWAYS THE LAST PERSON TO FIND OUT STUFF?!?! PIFF. -.-





i am bloody irrtating. stop this once and for all. get me out of here.









9 more days till i wont see HER again. -.- sobs. i wanna be flower girl. dang dang dang dang.
tanbo + jimbo = happy ever after













the end. (: end of my depression. end of my obsession. u will never see me again. never feel my existance in this world anymore. goodbye forever. crap crap. i am so freakin BORED. like wth is wrong with my mum la. she say cannot every single day go out. pifff. great la. now i'm like stuck at home. bloody. gahh. like since when i go out every single day? i only went out on like tuesday, wednesday and today's thursday! and i'm stuck at home. CRAP. and i'm going out tmr also and sat and sun. okay fine. i go out like practically everyday la! shit. and one day not going out and i'm bored.


haha. oh well, i'm just soooo glad that the exams are over. maybe it's time i give this blog a makeover. should i? but the giraffe is like plain cute la. i dun bare tooo. sobs. i dunno. i really dunno. maybe someone could tell me? oh well, yesterday was fun! wheeeee~ went out with the cs people. 1st we went bowling at csc. poor marl and airi. marl gotta go to sch to do some art club thingy? and airi needa go retake her sci exam. bwahaha. and the rest of us? bowling~ haha. they all hated me cause i was the one who remembered how to bowl. hah. ego aint i. well. i din get the highest though. crap. yeah. and after that...we went to watch corpse bride! hah. airi and marl were late. -.- and some idiotic anderson guys took out seats. yay! luckily jane managed to shoo them off. if got no tickets den dun go and watch la. wth. come and sit at our seats for wat? just because we got the center seats? cant they just be kiasu and go the day before to book it? crap la. after that was neoprint session. hah. and the neos are with me to scan it. my scanner died. oooops. =/ and gahh. went to kino, spent all my $$ and went home.


chucky and yf. dun think u are the ones with friendship probs in the world. i think i am starting to get them soon. gahhh. it's like u are an ant in this small little bottle, trying to gasp for air and all you have is deprivation and u just cant seem to catch their attention. i wonder if i'm over sensative, too paranoid or wat. i just think that they simply are just too insensative. i wonder la. but it's like u see. we are a clique. and aren't cliques supposed to share and make sure no one feels left behind? well. i dont fell that way. i;m just this plain loner among all of us. and just like someone told me 2 days ago, "hey pearlyn. why do u organise all these clique outings for us just so that u want us to follow you out only?" i think that made me think. it's like please la. u people are all so cant bebothered type. hey. we are leaving sec 2 soon k. why not just like treasure the time now?? crap. i cant be bothered with u ppl anymore. shoo crap crap. i am so freakin BORED. like wth is wrong with my mum la. she say cannot every single day go out. pifff. great la. now i'm like stuck at home. bloody. gahh. like since when i go out every single day? i only went out on like tuesday, wednesday and today's thursday! and i'm stuck at home. CRAP. and i'm going out tmr also and sat and sun. okay fine. i go out like practically everyday la! shit. and one day not going out and i'm bored.


haha. oh well, i'm just soooo glad that the exams are over. maybe it's time i give this blog a makeover. should i? but the giraffe is like plain cute la. i dun bare tooo. sobs. i dunno. i really dunno. maybe someone could tell me? oh well, yesterday was fun! wheeeee~ went out with the cs people. 1st we went bowling at csc. poor marl and airi. marl gotta go to sch to do some art club thingy? and airi needa go retake her sci exam. bwahaha. and the rest of us? bowling~ haha. they all hated me cause i was the one who remembered how to bowl. hah. ego aint i. well. i din get the highest though. crap. yeah. and after that...we went to watch corpse bride! hah. airi and marl were late. -.- and some idiotic anderson guys took out seats. yay! luckily jane managed to shoo them off. if got no tickets den dun go and watch la. wth. come and sit at our seats for wat? just because we got the center seats? cant they just be kiasu and go the day before to book it? crap la. after that was neoprint session. hah. and the neos are with me to scan it. my scanner died. oooops. =/ and gahh. went to kino, spent all my $$ and went home.


chucky and yf. dun think u are the ones with friendship probs in the world. i think i am starting to get them soon. gahhh. it's like u are an ant in this small little bottle, trying to gasp for air and all you have is deprivation and u just cant seem to catch their attention. i wonder if i'm over sensative, too paranoid or wat. i just think that they simply are just too insensative. i wonder la. but it's like u see. we are a clique. and aren't cliques supposed to share and make sure no one feels left behind? well. i dont fell that way. i;m just this plain loner among all of us. and just like someone told me 2 days ago, "hey pearlyn. why do u organise all these clique outings for us just so that u want us to follow you out only?" i think that made me think. it's like please la. u people are all so cant bebothered type. hey. we are leaving sec 2 soon k. why not just like treasure the time now?? crap. i cant be bothered with u ppl anymore. shoo crap crap. i am so freakin BORED. like wth is wrong with my mum la. she say cannot every single day go out. pifff. great la. now i'm like stuck at home. bloody. gahh. like since when i go out every single day? i only went out on like tuesday, wednesday and today's thursday! and i'm stuck at home. CRAP. and i'm going out tmr also and sat and sun. okay fine. i go out like practically everyday la! shit. and one day not going out and i'm bored.


haha. oh well, i'm just soooo glad that the exams are over. maybe it's time i give this blog a makeover. should i? but the giraffe is like plain cute la. i dun bare tooo. sobs. i dunno. i really dunno. maybe someone could tell me? oh well, yesterday was fun! wheeeee~ went out with the cs people. 1st we went bowling at csc. poor marl and airi. marl gotta go to sch to do some art club thingy? and airi needa go retake her sci exam. bwahaha. and the rest of us? bowling~ haha. they all hated me cause i was the one who remembered how to bowl. hah. ego aint i. well. i din get the highest though. crap. yeah. and after that...we went to watch corpse bride! hah. airi and marl were late. -.- and some idiotic anderson guys took out seats. yay! luckily jane managed to shoo them off. if got no tickets den dun go and watch la. wth. come and sit at our seats for wat? just because we got the center seats? cant they just be kiasu and go the day before to book it? crap la. after that was neoprint session. hah. and the neos are with me to scan it. my scanner died. oooops. =/ and gahh. went to kino, spent all my $$ and went home.


chucky and yf. dun think u are the ones with friendship probs in the world. i think i am starting to get them soon. gahhh. it's like u are an ant in this small little bottle, trying to gasp for air and all you have is deprivation and u just cant seem to catch their attention. i wonder if i'm over sensative, too paranoid or wat. i just think that they simply are just too insensative. i wonder la. but it's like u see. we are a clique. and aren't cliques supposed to share and make sure no one feels left behind? well. i dont fell that way. i;m just this plain loner among all of us. and just like someone told me 2 days ago, "hey pearlyn. why do u organise all these clique outings for us just so that u want us to follow you out only?" i think that made me think. it's like please la. u people are all so cant bebothered type. hey. we are leaving sec 2 soon k. why not just like treasure the time now?? crap. i cant be bothered with u ppl anymore. shoo HAHA. YAY! EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER. WOOOOOOTS~ NO MORE EXAMS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. OOOHLALA~ haha. i'm in the HYPER HYPER AFTER EXAM moood la. so haha. pardon me for my haha syndrome and for my hypernesss...


so yepp, tmr and thurs we have NO SCHOOL~ haha. marking day. aw poor teachers. they better gimme good marks i tell you. i'm just so destined to go to combined science. urgh. not surprising tat i fail my science and maths. GAHHH.

so yupp yupp. i am depressed cause i wun get da see her in like 14 more days. crap la. today was fun~ me dee and jane toured round singapore. 1st we cabbed to heeeren, den we went to taka, den we went to cine, den we went to suntec, den we went to marina, den we got LOST. all thanks to deeee. *wink* den went to raffles place to get chucky's stitch bra toy. hah. omg. it's freakin ex. i wonder if i got that kind of $$ to buy la. sorry if i disappoint u hor. sorry sorry. ): haha. i <333 mike. omg. it's that green alien from monsters inc. SO FREAKIN CUTE. oh well. i'm gonna update my frenster and stuff. it's stagnent. later it grow denguee. hah. i am NOT on hiatus anymore. WHEEE~ crap. just realised i haven blogged for a long long time. gahh. many things happened, my life's in bits and pieces. everything's so messed up. blehh. ): ahem found out. gahhhh~ omg. i am so freakin dead. HELP. oh well. i'm suffering from exam stress eh. 4 down 3 to go. WOOOSH~

i cant wait for tuesday! oh no! it's like 15 days before school ends. ew. i hate it. ): 15 days more till i never see her again. crap. btw, some people said that my blog is funny? since when izit funny la. i just talk bout the same old boring life that each and evryone of us has. the same kind of dull dull depressed life. gahh. all i added was some eyecandy nonsense which i dun think anyone reads. if u think my blog is funny, do tag okay. cause i dun think it is. haha. i'm just blogging my life? the same old boring life each and everyday. ): the same old depressing story bout my eyecandy, how she found out, how i'm dying of misery and stuff.

gahh. i think im bound to go to combined science. haha. (: science paper was a killer. lit tunnel was a killer tooo. chinese was sorta a killer for me. cause i nearly cant finish. ): crap. but i guess combined is not so bad afterall. if u get As and if u go triple and get Ds, JC will accept the As combined people 1st, cause they dont bother if u are pure or wateva shit la. haha. i am not gonna take lit for the rest of my life. i wonder if there's just humans and psycology and philosophy and chinese! no more maths, no more science, no more english. WHEEE. i think life's beautiful liddat. how bout just having RECESS and PE and DANCE? haha. i think if school's liddat.. i wont pon ever again. maybe SPYING should be a subject. den i could get A. haha..


bleh. does anyone knows how to find out a person's ic number? i need it. it's like crucial. once i get it i will know everything. HAHA. (:


ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS. (: JIAYOU!